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Friday, May 31, 2019

SF Ocean Life Dying, 2000 Sharks Dead, Other Species -- Befuddled

stock here, towards the end is from 2017, need an update.
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2019 update.....
Food chain still challenged.   It takes 30 years minimal to rebuild the Krill and Phytoplankton stocks that were decimated by the Fukushima radiation spread throughout the north Pacific.
These are some gorgeous animals, too bad we have tossed so many "Gross Insults" at the ocean

Here is the Chitin Hypothesis for how that happens, and there is so much more on this site if you
search for it.

Domoic acid is also partly responsible, and causes neurological problem similar to what they are ascribing to brain amoebas (found in some of the samples of dead sharks).
HERE IS MORE ON DOMOIC ACID 

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https://www.sott.net/article/414101-Dead-leopard-sharks-washing-up-on-Alameda-Beach-California-about-100-in-San-Francisco-Bay-this-year

"This year is unusual in that there has been a large number of other species that have also been dying," said Dr. Mark Okihiro, a research scientist with the California Department of Fish and Wildlife. "This pathogen can tackle a variety of different species ... we've had a much more diverse group of fish that have been found dead in the San Francisco Bay."

At least 500 bat rays, hundreds of striped bass, 50 smooth-hound sharks and about 100 halibut died in the bay between February and July, according to Okihiro's estimates

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Sharks are not naturally buoyant. Unless they are actively swimming, their bodies sink. As a result, infected sharks that die in deep water may never actually wash up on shore.

Bay Area death toll likely more grim

"I think it's almost certain that the number of sharks that have died are much higher," said Dr. Andrew Nosal, a marine biologist at UC San Diego and a top expert on leopard sharks, the main species that has washed up dead in the bay. "We have to find out what's killing these sharks."  

Thursday, May 30, 2019

Zuckerberg's Security Chief Now Accused of "Stuff" Sex, Racist, Multi-phobic, by Lawyer That Paid Women to Accuse Trump

I just knew this one smelled bad, and after digging, it just got stinkier.
Keep reading.   It involves Trump, Roy Moore, 

And this tidbit----

A week ago, Former security chief, Alex Stamos, says Zuckerberg should hire a new CEO.....

This is a different Security Chief than the accused.

He must be ready to bring out some information against them, LOL.    And why are all the accusers "former" staff.   I mean why the turnover....I guess that gives credence to "abuse", but it seems odd that wide spread departures wouldn't be closely looked at prior to this point, I mean to spend $20M a year on personal security, but then also to allow widespread turnover of the people closest to Zuckerberg and Chan....

It just tells me the story runs much deeper.

Or maybe the accused will
"take a deal" as opposed to releasing some damning information about Zuckerberg.....hmmm, lets see, that worked on Assange.....create some stories of "sexual abuse" even rape, out of thin air.   Make sure to use at least a few women, because numbers count.      Assange was accused by 2 women within 1 week, think about that, 2 in one week, consensual sex turning into rape......hmmmm

Quite a bit of work to get to the "source document" from Business Insider, and then when you get
there.....it's behind a paywall 


This article has quite a bit more information than the other 30 that all seemed to basically pretty much parrot what just ONE outlet generated from the business insider "source" all without any meat at all, more like a hit job of sorts.   The sort I can't quite figure out yet.

https://gizmodo.com/mark-zuckerbergs-head-of-security-accused-of-sexual-har-1835137678

Of note though, in the above article, the horrifying revelations that the accused refused to use a workers "preferred pronoun" and also is claimed to have said "I don't trust black people"

Wow, shocking!!!!

Apparently they are 2 complainers, and they have magically selected the exact same attorney.

1) 1 person resigned after going on medical leave
2) The other was fired after they released information about a "negative writeup" to another employee.   (Likely a violation of workplace policy, it always was when I was in charge of reviews, hiring, and firing.)

http://members.calbar.ca.gov/fal/Licensee/Detail/158458

Who is this Attorney they "selected"?    none other than Lisa Bloom who admitted to arranging
money going to women who she solicited to make allegation of sexual misconduct against Donald Trump and others.   Alleger Jill Harth had her Queens property completed paid off as well as a minor Gofund me page which was used as "deflection" to ignore the much larger mortgage payoff. 

For those that don't know, Snopes is a piece of shit "debunker", but Snopes can't even spin this properly, resorting to "both parties (Dems and Reps) were paying off people to make accusations.....therefore Lisa Bloom or her selected clients should not be look at negatively.    They should be fucking jailed for making shit up, if that was the case, and she should be de-barred, de-powered.

Bllom tried to recruit at least 4 women to at least badmouth Trump.   One was offered $750,000 and yet she woudn't do it.    And if the media would also "offer to pay for a story" from any of the women, Bloom would get 33% of that "fee".

No conflict of interest there.

Any other "accusers" you can think of that look like fake blond Harth?


ZH covered this whole sordid mess in 2017, quite well.  
Note though, the ZH headline is very misleading, making it appear that Trump was doing the payoffs.
Just saying.  



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Anyone with time to dig....I literally must dig, putting in a new asparagus bed, and revamping 5 raised beds.   Clean food!

https://www.nbcnews.com/tech/social-media/mark-zuckerberg-s-personal-security-chief-accused-sexual-misconduct-racist-n1012266

hmmmmm

A week ago, Former security chief, Alex Stamos, says Zuckerberg should hire a new CEO.....

https://www.cnbc.com/video/2019/05/24/zuckerberg-should-hire-a-new-ceo-former-facebook-security-chief.html

Hmmm....I bet there is a story here.    He is "with" the 501C3 Charity?    So being paid with tax free dollars?

And just the week before, a former Security chief says Zuckerberg should replace himself with a new CEO?  

Anyone with time to dig....I literally must dig, putting in a new asparagus bed, and revamping 5 raised beds.   Clean food!
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More on Bloom, she was representing Harvey Weinstein for a while.    Even that was a huge controversy in which prior to their "breakup" she was planning on releasing photo of several of the women who were accusing Weinstein, showing them friendly with Weinstein after the supposed "crime" to discredit the women.

I guess pigs come in all shapes and sizes.

https://perezhilton.com/lisa-bloom-harvey-weinstein-defense-letter-victim-blaming-response/

 






Wednesday, May 29, 2019

Is Creepy Joe's Blatant "What Can I Get Away With" Simply A Test Of The Amount of Abuse The Liberal Base Will "Take"

This latest example of Creepy Joe,  Is it just a test?

"Creepy" Joe Biden Tells 10-Year-Old Girl: "I'll Bet You're As Bright As You Are Good Looking"

As part of the test, Biden throws out this near non-sense

Perhaps realizing how his behavior might be construed, Biden offered a few platitudes to the reporters at the event.
"By the way, as these guys will tell you, I’m not always their favorite subject, but the truth of the matter is, the reason why we are who we are is called a free press," he said.

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Amazing too, the nearby snowflakes are just so pleased as Joe does whatever it is you want to call it, with this little girl.

 

 

 

 

 

 

And no denial of this story from MSM

Crack Pipe, IDs, And Badge Found In Hunter Biden Rental Car

 

 

 

 

stock here -- we will get into some Creepy Joe Video and pictures, and in one video in which the American Joe, and myself think the little girl is terrified, I screen capture and then run the image through Adobe Lightroom  and another specialty program called Photozoom.   Seem bottom.

Its not perfect, but it makes what you think you can see, into what you have little doubt over.
Little girl moving away, head down and hand become separated and clenched, terrified, knowing that she is being touched inappropriately, while just prior her parents told her to be on best behavior. 

The preponderance of evidence shows what Biden is, a creep in a position of trusted power.

But why?     Autist in me says when Biden is the best they are bringing to the table, THEY have another plan.

And Google supports me on this.....If you Google or Bing Creepy Joe, they bring out all of his misdeeds.     If the NWO / Google wanted Biden to really be president, they would be deep censoring all of that.    They are not, they are displaying it.

BOTTOM  LINE.   With the party in complete disarray, in 5 months, they roll out Michelle Obama.   Watch for subtle signs, she (?) will be more in the news in the future, doing good things, standing up for their little power bases like gays and criminals, and of course, pointing out the vulgarity of Trump.

Some Examples here
https://tr.pinterest.com/explore/creepy-joe-biden/?autologin=true&lp=true

Here is American Joe




Here are 2 pictures, this is after pedo Joe has distracted, made his move, and the girl has moved away.   Note the down trodden head posture, and the clenched hands, both.



Jeff Sessions slapping away PJ's hand, from his grand daughter. The insiders know who the real pervs are.

EMF is Not Safe -- Frank Clegg of Microsoft Explains And Additional Resources

stock here-- this submitted by Lot's Wife.

USA way behind other developed countries in EMF protection
Kids are getting a lot more disease than before, lots of reasons, EMF is one. 

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This is a fascinating dive into US jurisprudence. Cal Washington discovered the inner working of the court system during a divorce. Set aside normalcy bias; details will amaze you. It's all about commerce and indemnification (bonding). Notice of liability has been used by people on this list. Perhaps they can share their results.


A series of videos, many from conferences on EMF, by experts in the field.

A library resource of all things EMF. 

Tuesday, May 28, 2019

Pilgrim Nuclear Plant Finally Shutdown!!!!!!

https://www.bostonherald.com/2019/05/28/nuclear-power-plant-workers-prep-for-shutdown-after-47-years/

Bilderberg Agenda and My Analysis, Japan Gets Knife Attack, as NWO Hates Their Good Relations With Trump

It occurred to me, a bit late, that this weeks Japan stabbing of 17 school children, all little girls from what I heard, was an attack inspired by the NWO that hates sovereign nations like Japan, Russia, USA.   An eff you for even inviting Trump.....and to make Japan scary, scared.

This in the face of Trumps visit to Japan, in which most Japanese (just partied with 6 Japanese this weekend) loved him and even thought he was "presidential".

Here is the official Bilderberg Agenda with my comments in RED.

https://www.bilderbergmeetings.org/index.html



Hawaii Madagascar Connected Via Strange Seismic Events -- Quantitative Proof of Concept

stock here

original work by me.    stock out.

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Something big happened on our Earth in May of 2018.   I upgraded my technology with HelioViewer and watching 10 episodes of Heliophysics from Suspicious 0bservers.   Go to the bottom for relevant information to the Madagascar (Mayotte Island) EQ and Vulcanism.  

Large EQ started happening North of Madagascar, daily or multiple EQ daily, when in prior years, there were hundreds of days apart for any large EQ.

This coincided with the Hawaii 2018 Vulcanism, and looks very related.









This provides the basis for the Automated recognition of Active Regions of sun, and Cornonal holes, compared to just Quiet sun.

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/230613824_The_SPOCA-suite_a_software_for_extraction_and_tracking_of_ActiveRegions_and_Coronal_Holes_on_EUV_images


This is what started the Hawaii Volcanic Events in 2018
http://www.nukepro.net/2018/06/hawaii-underwater-debris-field.html

Fetal Tissue -- Motive and Opportunity -- Few Can Handle the Truth

stock here:  I will weigh in here, only a low percentage of people can handle both "liberal" and
"conservative" concepts in their minds.   But I have a pretty radical view on abortion, one that I have never heard stated anywhere, so let me  state it.

Just today, there was a huge uproar when the Supreme Court of USA ruled that a Indiana State law which required aborted fetuses to be buried or cremated, was "legal".    Apparently RBG who hasn't been seen in many months, and even the last "siting" was very incredulous, voted against.

Texas made this same type of law in 2016, which was quickly attacked by Satanic Groups.  

So where is that radical opinion?

It doesn't matter when "life starts" and it doesn't matter if some people consider abortion to be murder, if it is murder, then I propose that, that form of murder be legal, within reasonable grounds.

Like you have to make up your mind in the first 5 months, with some exceptions to handle really rare cases, like between 5 and 7 months the female discovers that what they thought was a normal pregnancy was actually caused by rape or incest.   Very unlikely scenario, but good laws need to be non-ambiguous and ready to cover most scenarios without silly, expensive, and delaying legal proceedings.    Serious physical defects / disease that are undiscoverable (not undiscovered, get the difference) could also eligible for a later term abortion.

Practicality, Cause and EFFECT, are important, our resources are not unlimited no matter how many great things you may be able to manifest.

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I had an epiphany (maybe) a few months back.    About Fetal Tissue.

That a big part of the push for abortion "rights" is really about supplying fetal tissue to people who use it for nefarious means of increasing their own life span, counteracting damages from satanic rituals, or maybe just plain profit and greediness, and maybe worse.

Now this may or may not be correct, or just partly correct. 

There is also the obvious political use, and parsing this "issue" as a sexist women's rights issue, and taking it one step further, a Women's Health issue.  

The Girl Scouts awarded their highest award to a girl who was promoting abortion as a "women's health issue."

Some of the laws that have been attempted to be passed, would allow a woman (and via deflection they pretend "in consultation with their doctor") to decide up to 1 second before the baby is born that they would prefer the baby to be dead.    And in even a more extreme scenario....if the baby was born "by accident", i.e. a failed abortion, then the mother could decide after the fact (maybe even hours or days later) that they wanted the the medical establishment to kill the living outside the womb, baby.

https://www.centerformedicalprogress.org/author/david/page/9/

https://studentsforlife.org/2016/12/08/not-fake-news-abortion-industry-and-satanists-oppose-burying-aborted-babies/ 

http://www.seattleorganicrestaurants.com/vegan-whole-food/aborted-fetus-cells-artificial-flavors.php

A Story About How America Was Almost Destroyed By Criminals

Not my work, but good work.  


Monday, May 27, 2019

Some of Europe Waking Up From the NWO Inspired Insanity of Immigration of African Muslims.

ABC Covers up for a Muslim Immigrant from Algeria as prime suspect in a bombing today in France.

Italy has chosen a "Hard Right" leader, just love these labels.

How a triumphant Matteo Salvini plans to build a new coalition of eurosceptics with Nigel Farage and Marine Le Pen



I am trying to wrap my head around the 3rd term for the "Right Wing Liberal National Coalition" in Australia.   Anyone who can help with that apparent disparity?   This election promoted as a complete shocker, like Trump winning.

ABC makes sure to just describe the main perp as a 24 year old man.

Although hard to find, other sites list him also as an Algerian Immigrant, and that it was his mother and father and a school mate also arrested.    He bought bomb making material on Amazon earlier this year.



This site, actually provides the prime suspects name.
Mohamed Hichem M. *(unusual to show a last name as a single letter and a period!)
https://www.newsy-today.com/explosion-in-lyon-the-intriguing-profile-of-the-terrorist-bicycle/


You might think that the below story is today's story.   It's not, the "drama" is getting long in the tooth.   This is from 2015
https://www.zerohedge.com/news/2016-01-22/islamization-france-2015


April 22. French police arrested Sid Ahmed Ghlam, a 24-year-old Algerian computer science student suspected of planning an attack on Christian churches in Villejuif, a suburb south of Paris. He was arrested after apparently shooting himself by accident. Police found three Kalashnikov assault rifles, handguns, ammunition and bulletproof vests, as well as documents linked to al-Qaeda and Islamic State, in his car and home. Police said Ghlam had expressed a desire to join the Islamic State in Syria.

About 1.7M Algerians live in France.     Algeria was a former territory of France, so I guess that makes it easier for SJW types to "let them all in".   There are about 65 Million people in France.

Just in March, thousands of Algerians were protesting in France.


Other sites are doing good reporting and compiliations.

https://solsticewitch13.blogspot.com/2019/05/spain-surge-in-migrant-crime.html











Google has blocked me from Translating a French article with more details on this bombing.












This other translation, which was "allowed by Google" promotes the arrested family as being "well
intergrated in Lyon".    I guess to immediately deflect from the fact that these migrants do hardly intergrate at ALL!




You might remember "Clock boy" who was invited to the White House by Hussein.



And here is another story from London, about 6 "men" who attacked a high end Watch shop with machetes and huge hammers.....no mention of a description of the outlaws.....

https://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/2019/05/28/moped-gang-armed-machetes-storm-luxury-west-end-watch-shop-customers/?li_source=LI&li_medium=li-recommendation-widget 

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/wires/pa/article-7078027/Armed-moped-gang-raid-luxury-watch-shop-London-s-West-End.html

No description of the "men", some accounts at 3 or 4, and some at 6.   But this site contains a video from apparently a hand held phone.

https://www.standard.co.uk/news/crime/gang-armed-with-samurai-sword-and-machetes-in-raid-on-city-watch-shop-a3709636.html 

Apparently, moped crime is now super popular in England....and the cops are afraid to pursue the criminals, fearing they might be sued.    How did a country get so bat shit crazy?

60 moped attacks per day.  
http://hotworldreport.com/world-news/wild-west-london-sixty-moped-attacks-day-drug-crime-rise/










Sunday, May 26, 2019

Gray Whales, Unusual Mortality Event, Pacific -- Of Course, Blamed On Climate Change Without Even a Pretense of Proof

Original Whale Death story submitted by Lot's Wife. 

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-7070313/Just-gray-whales-washing-dead-shores-California.html

Gray whales are mostly bottom filter feeders.    This makes them very unique.   They also eat krill and plankton and such near the surface.  

We know for sure that Fukushima decimated the krill population, as Krill use chitin structure in their shell also know as an exoskeleton.

These Krill then falls towards the bottom at 600M per hour, and deposit on the bottom.    Bottom
dwelling critter then comsume the radiative dead krill. 

Then the Grays come along and eat the radiated Amphipods.

I have liong intended on doing a study of "bio-mass" availaiblity at different parts of the Pacific ocean, carying over time.

This seems critically important.    Net availability of this information, is very hard to come by.  

It mostly seems, reported at least, that these whales are starving.   

http://www.cascadiaresearch.org/washington-state-stranding-response/examination-dead-gray-whale-longbranch-reveals-malnutrition-and

Amphiphods also utilize the radiation absorbing chitin in their bodies.
https://www.researchgate.net/figure/Arrangement-of-chitin-in-the-cuticle-of-arthropods-In-1965-Bouligand-presented-a-model_fig1_5559271

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Isn't it horrific when the real issues are covered up, and real problems are "juiced" to promote the horrific political agenda of excessively large government (socialism, marxism).









Largest EQ since 1940, 8.0 Hits Peru, Far Inland

stock here

My non-Quantitiative Review of recent EQ indicates that we are having much more EQ across the

Globe in the 5 and 6 and up range.  

I will try to do a Quantitative Analysis when time allows.

But of note:    One of the largest ever EQ has hit Peru, and fairly deep











Interesting to note, there are many large EQ around 600kM deep, but a dearth of large EQ between 200kM and 600kM, indicating a very stable zone.



Stop the Damn Wars! DS Military Industrial Complex Needs to Be Reigned In, Expose the War Mongers

ZH had this article with real service members responding to a tweet....how did military service affect you.

Tulsi Gabbard is the only "Stop the Wars" candidate.   She doesn't have a chance!   She served in combat.

We should bring at the start, half of our military back home, and have them help build a reneweable energy system and grid, mostly PV.    Also, as much hydro as we can, but manage it professionally, not like the DANGEROUS OROVILLE DAM that I reported on.
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As of this writing, the post has over 9,600 responses. Most of them are heartbreaking.
“My daughter was raped while in the army,” said one responder. “They took her to the hospital where an all male staff tried to convince her to give the guy a break because it would ruin his life. She persisted. Wouldn’t back down. Did a tour in Iraq. Now suffers from PTSD.”
“I’ve had the same nightmare almost every night for the past 15 years,”said another.
Tweet after tweet after tweet, people used the opportunity that the Army had inadvertently given them to describe how they or their loved one had been chewed up and spit out by a war machine that never cared about them.

This article exists solely to document a few of the things that have been posted in that space, partly to help spread public awareness and partly in case the thread gets deleted in the interests of “national security”. Here’s a sampling in no particular order:
“Someone I loved joined right out of high school even though I begged him not to. Few months after his deployment ended, we reconnected. One night, he told me he loved me and then shot himself in the head. If you’re gonna prey on kids for imperialism, at least treat their PTSD.”
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“After I came back from overseas I couldn’t go into large crowds without a few beers in me. I have nerve damage in my right ear that since I didn’t want to look weak after I came back I lied to the VA rep. My dad was exposed to agent orange which destroyed his lungs, heart, liver and pancreas and eventually killing him five years ago. He was 49, exposed at a post not Vietnam, and will never meet my daughter my nephew. I still drink to much and I crowds are ok most days but I have to grocery shop at night and can’t work days because there is to many ppl.”
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“The dad of my best friend when I was in high school had served in the army. He struggled with untreated PTSD & severe depression for 30 years, never told his family. Christmas eve of 2010, he went to their shed to grab the presents & shot himself in the head. That was the first funeral I attended where I was actually told the cause of death & the reasons surrounding it. I went home from the service, did some asking around, & found that most of the funerals I’ve attended before have been caused by untreated health issues from serving.”
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“My dad was drafted into war and was exposed to agent orange. I was born w multiple physical/neurological disabilities that are linked back to that chemical. And my dad became an alcoholic with ptsd and a side of bipolar disorder.”
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“i met this guy named christian who served in iraq. he was cool, had his own place with a pole in the living room. always had lit parties. my best friend at the time started dating him so we spent a weekend at his crib. after a party, 6am, he took out his laptop. he started showing us some pics of his time in the army. pics with a bunch of dudes. smiling, laughing. it was cool. i was drunk and didn’t care. he started showing us pics of some little kids. after a while, his eyes went completely fucking dark. i was like man, dude’s high af. he very calmly explained to us that all of those kids were dead ‘but that’s what war was. dead kids and nothing to show for it but a military discount’. christian killed himself 2 months later.”
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“I didn’t serve but my dad did. In Vietnam. It eventually killed him, slowly, over a couple of decades. When the doctors were trying to put in a pacemaker to maybe extend his life a couple of years, his organs were so fucked from the Agent Orange, they disintegrated to the touch. He died when I was ten. He never saw me graduate high school. He never saw me get my first job or buy my first car. He wasn’t there. But hey! Y’all finally paid out 30k after another vet took the VA to the Supreme Court, so. You know. It was cool for him.”
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“Chronic pain with a 0% disability rating (despite medical discharge) so no benefits, and anger issues that I cope with by picking fistfights with strangers.”
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“My parents both served in the US Army and what they got was PTSD for both of them along with anxiety issues. Whenever we go out in public and sit down somewhere my dad has to have his back up against the wall just to feel a measure of comfort that no one is going to sneak up on him and kill him and and walking up behind either of them without announcing that you’re there is most likely going to either get you punch in the face or choked out.”
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“Many of my friends served. All are on heavy antidepressant/anxiety meds, can’t make it through 4th of July or NYE, and have all dealt with heavy substance abuse problems before and after discharge. And that’s on top of one crippled left hand, crushed vertebra, and GSWs.”
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“Left my talented and young brother a broken and disabled man who barely leaves the house. Left my mother hypervigilant & terrified due to the amount of sexual assault & rape covered up and looked over by COs. Friend joined right out if HS, bullet left him paralyzed neck down.”
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“My cousin went to war twice and came back with a drug addiction that killed him. My other cousin could never get paid on time and when he left they tried to withhold his pay.”
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“It’s given me a fractured spine, TBI, combat PTSD, burn pit exposure, and a broken body with no hope of getting better. Not even medically retired for a fractured spine. WTF.”
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“Y’all killed my father by failing to provide proper treatments after multiple tours.”
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“Everyone I know got free PTSD and chemical exposure and a long engagement in their efforts to have the US pay up for college tuition. Several lives ruined. No one came out better. Thank god my recruiter got a DUI on his way to get me or I would be dead or worse right now.”
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“I have ptsd and still wake up crying at night. Also have a messed up leg that I probably will have to deal with the rest of my life. Depression. Anger issues.”
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“My grandfather came back from Vietnam with severe PTSD, tried to drown it in alcohol, beat my father so badly and so often he still flinches when touched 50 years later. And I grew up with an emotionally scarred father with PTSD issues of his own because of it. Good times.”
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“Hmmm. Let’s see. I lost friends, have 38 inches of scars, PTSD and a janky arm and hand that don’t work.”
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“my grandpa served in vietnam from when he was 18–25. he’s 70 now and every night he still has nightmares where he stands up tugging at the curtains or banging on the walls screaming at the top of his lungs for someone to help him. he refuses to talk about his time and when you mention anything about the war to him his face goes white and he has a panic attack. he cries almost every day and night and had to spend 10 years in a psychiatric facility for suicidal ideations from what he saw there.”
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“My best friend joined the Army straight out of high school because his family was poor & he wanted a college education. He served his time & then some. Just as he was ready to retire he was sent to Iraq. You guys sent him back in a box. It destroyed his children.”
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“Well, my father got deployed to Iraq and came back a completely different person. Couldn’t even work the same job he had been working 20 years before that because of his anxiety and PTSD. He had nightmares, got easily violent and has terrible depression. But the army just handed him pills, now he is 100% disabled and is on a shit ton of medication. He has nightmares every night, paces the house barely sleeping, checking every room just to make sure everyone’s safe. He’s had multiple friends commit suicide.”
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“Father’s a disabled Vietnam veteran who came home with severe PTSD and raging alcoholism. VA has continuously ignored him throughout the years and his medical needs and he receives very little compensation for all he’s gone through. Thanks so much!!”
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“I was #USNavy, my husband was #USArmy, he served in Bosnia and Iraq and that nice, shy, funny guy was gone, replaced with a withdrawn, angry man…he committed suicide a few years later…when I’m thanked for my service, I just nod.”
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“I’m permanently disabled because I trained through severe pain after being rejected from the clinic for ‘malingering.’ Turns out my pelvis was cracked and I ended up having to have hip surgery when I was 20 years old.”
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“My brother went into the Army a fairly normal person, became a Ranger (Ft. Ord) & came out a sociopath. He spent the 1st 3 wks home in his room in the dark, only coming out at night when he thought we were asleep. He started doing crazy stuff. Haven’t seen him since 1993.”
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“Recently attended the funeral for a west point grad with a 4yr old and a 7yr old daughter because he blew his face off to escape his ptsd but thats nothing new.”
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“I don’t know anyone in my family who doesn’t suffer from ptsd due to serving. One is signed off sick due to it & thinks violence is ok. Another (navy) turned into a psycho & thought domestic violence was the answer to his wife disobeying his orders.”
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“My dad served during vietnam, but after losing close friends and witnessing the killing of innocents by the U.S., he refused to redeploy. He has suffered from PTSD ever since. The bravest thing he did in the army was refuse to fight any longer, and I’m so proud of him for that.”
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“My best friend from high school was denied his mental health treatment and forced to return to a third tour in Iraq, despite having such deep trauma that he could barely function. He took a handful of sleeping pills and shot himself in the head two weeks before deploying.”
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“Bad back, hips, and knees. Lack of trust, especially when coming forward about sexual harassment. Detachment, out of fear of losing friends. Missed birthdays, weddings, graduations, and funerals. I get a special license plate tho.”
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“My son died 10 months ago. He did 3 overseas tours. He came back with severe mental illness.”
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“I’m still in and I’m in constant pain and they recommended a spinal fusion when I was 19. Y’all also won’t update my ERB so I can’t use the education benefits I messed myself up for.”
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“My dad served two tours in middle east and his personality changes have affected my family forever. VA ‘counseling’ has a session limit and doesn’t send you to actual psychologists. Military service creates a mental health epidemic it is then woefully unequipped to deal with.”
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“My best childhood friend lost his mind after his time in the marines and now he lives in a closet in his mons house and can barely hold a conversation with anyone. He only smokes weed and drinks cough syrup that he steals since he can’t hold a job.”
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“After coming back from Afghanistan…..Matter fact I don’t even want to talk about it. Just knw that my PTSD, bad back, headaches, chronic pain, knee pain, and other things wishes I would have NEVER signed that contract. It was NOT worth the pain I’ll endure for the rest of life.”
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“My cousin served and came back only to be diagnosed with schizophrenia and ptsd. There were nights that he would lock himself in the bathroom and stay in the corner because he saw bodies in the bathtub. While driving down the highway, he had another episode and drove himself into a cement barrier, engulfing his Jeep in flames and burning alive. My father served as well and would never once speak of what he witnessed and had to do. He said it’s not something that any one person should ever be proud of.”
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“I was sexually assaulted by a service member at 17 when I visited my sister on her base, then again at 18. My friend got hooked on k2 and died after the va turned him away for mental health help. Another friend serving was exploited sexually by her co and she was blamed for it.”
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“I spent ten years in the military. I worked 15 hour days to make sure my troops were taken care of. In return for my hard work I was rewarded with three military members raping me. I was never promoted to a rank that made a difference. And I have an attempt at suicide. Fuck you!”
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“I actually didn’t get around to serving because I was sexually assaulted by three of my classmates during a military academy prep program. They went to the academies and are still active duty officers. I flamed out of the program and have PTSD.”
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“My father’s successful military career taught him that he’s allowed to use violence to make people do what he wants because America gave him that power.”
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“While I was busy framing ‘soliders and families first’ (lol) propaganda posters, my best friend went to ‘Iraqistan’ but he didn’t come back. He returned alive, to be sure, but he was no longer the fun, carefree, upbeat person he’d previously been.”
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“My husband is a paraplegic and can’t control 3/4 of his body now. Me, I’ve got PTSD, an anxiety disorder, two messed up knees, depression, a bad back, tinnitus, and chronic insomnia. I wish both had never served.”
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“This is one of the most heartbreaking threads I’ve ever read.”
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“I am so sorry. The way we fail our service members hurts my heart. My grandfather served in the Korean War and had nightmares until his death at 91 years old. We must do better.”
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“My Army story is that when I was in high school, recruiters were there ALL the time- at lunch, clubs, etc.- targeting the poor kids at school. I didn’t understand it until now. You chew people who have nothing at home up and spit them out.”
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“I was thinking about enlisting until I saw this thread. Hard pass.”
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“I hope to god that the Army has enough guts to read these and realize how badly our servicepeople are being treated. Thank you and god bless you to all of you in this thread, and your loved ones who are suffering too.”
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There are many, many more.
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